I am trying for one last time to use social networks and real life opportunities to be a “normal” human being. I have deleted everything except my original blog (cause I like going through my old posts) and I am starting fresh.
Facebook. Twitter (not really). Tumblr. Youtube. Instagram. Blah blah blah. I’m going for one more shot. It seems like the only way to not feel like an outsider. Pickin’ up what I’m puttin’ down? Haha.
I need to hold myself accountable for this. To not shut myself out again. It’s annoying quite frankly that I have an issue with “lives.” Meaning that I have a hard time dealing with being bombarded by what my irrational mind sees as better, happier lives than mine. It’s a trigger in a way and I am trying once again to get over it.
As far as ya’ll go… I will try. Otherwise, I just might be the only person in my generation (first world for the most part I guess) that isn’t sociable.
I will put links for those interesting in the comings and goings. It’ll be a mix of this blog, a journal, and a photography blog. I really really need to keep my word that I’ll do this. Fingers crossed.
Just a quick update. I do not have a new blog (big surprise) and I do not plan on joining any social networking sites anytime soon. Things are… what they are. And I hope that those of you who are still following me (why?) are doing wonderful. It’s almost 2015 so I hope the rest of your year goes great.